Dont write when you're mad

Im trapped. Like that guinea pig in a famous novel, I seem to need an operation to be smarter. Sounds funny ey. I felt like Im trapped inside a maze. and i dont know how to get my way out. the worse thing is, I made that stupid maze!

I dont know what becomes of my life in this strange place. I hate the people. i dont like tha way i look. i get nauseatic at the very unfamiliarity of the place. Its like im in first grade again. yet to learn all the things I need to.

I even hate the fact that Im staying in my relatives' place. Hell, why, I need to be alone. This people keps getting the wits out of...grrrr...

why am i even hoping to get a good shot at thus crazy job i'll be holding in a couple of days???

whew.

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Hay...nawewendang na ang byote ko sa manela day!

Guess its been almost a week now since i stepped in the city. and boy, this is the weirdest place I've been so far. Day 01 was spent for pahinga. the next day i did jobhunting, and a day after I signed my contract. pero parang ang dami na nangyari. kahapon nga, emo mode ang bakla. as in cryola ang lola mo. alam mo na aanga-anga.

eniweys, eto ang ruta ko araw araw sampaloc, cubao, edsa-shaw. tsuk.

kahit na. nakakalito pa rin. i owe my bro my first few steps at discovering this place (alone). parang sa isang linggo andami na nangyari, and i am slowly, gradually learning this city's lifestyle.

yun lang muna. :-)